Mood: Happy Wappy ^_^
Listening to: Malice Mizer - Regret
Reading: Ayashi No Ceres Volume 11
Watching: Ju-On :x

Recently I'm doing quite alright ^_^. I passed to the 10th grade now So I'm really relieved about that, now it's just holiday for me. Finally, I can draw all I want again ^*^. I'll be going on Holiday too, so be sure to know that I'm gone from;

~ 18th July - 1 August ~

I'll be going to Spain ^_^. I'll try to draw there as much as I can too. And I'll take a lot of pictures *Smiles*
I'm sorry that I can't upload any decent piece of art. The scanner died ;_;. But no worries it'll be fixed soon and then i'll be able to upload ^_^. Because I have new art to show.

Well I don't really got much to tell my dears. Next time i'll put the whole list of people I adore back ^_^
Just for now these persons following;
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Clubs:

Please wait for me, darling. I'll be back soon ^_^.

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Please be sure to check out this beautifall drawer She's really talented and her art is just... There are no words for it ^_^.



~CC,

Current mood: ^___^ Happy
Loves: ~Misuteriasu
Reading: Daughter Of Shizuko
Listening To: Janne Da Arc
Best Tomodachi's: Sayuki, Peri, Meriyem ^___^

Konbanwa!
How have you all been lately? I've been... well good/decent I guess . I'm sorry that I didn't upload anything new! But I suck ><. Even so I'll be having a new DA ID up any moment, since well... The old one is REALLY old
Today I went to the finales of Breakdancing at Breda ^_^ It was so much fun! I wanted to try it too but I thought it would be best if I wouldn't XD. The crews were just awsome and so talented! I especially liked this one crew, but I forgot their name ><. For a minute I thought my boyfriend was in that crew XD Because he had the same hairdo @_@ And I only saw him from behind XD. ..... My boyfriend is way prettier and hotter and cooler though ¬¬' XD. But that crew was really nice too! I talked to them and told them I liked them most and I thought that they ruled ^_^. They blushed and thanked me for my compliment I hope i'll see them back some day, because I had to goooo ;_;.
Even so, my day was much fun ^^ So far that is ¬¬´ I'm going to try on calling my sweetie XD .... *Sneaks downstairs and steals her dads mobile* :muahaha:
Oki, now i'm first going to train some more ^___^ I need to know the dance Piriri to Youkou! And oh yeh, I told you all once I was going to the football finals from the Netherlands right? (Yes I WAS in a group who got trough the selection) But they canceld the whole tournament! Stupid people ¬¬' I was looking forward to it! Oh well, next year another chance! <333
This would be all ^^

Byebyeki sweeties! Also, i'm doing good Even though mommy still doesn't talk about me, i'm still not her child And I don't think this will ever end okay, but no reason for me to be down ^_^ I'll be fine.


~CC ~Misuteriasu Zutto




People Who I Adore And Have Special Meanings!

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I Think Everyone Should Have His/Her Place In My Diary! So Here You All Go!

For you all!
My Other Best Friends And My Idols: (in No order!)

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Current mood: I got a headache, and I feel down because I miss my true love ~ Misuteriasu
Loves for-ever: Sayuki I'll Love him as long as i'll live, and that's a promise!
Reading: Chinese Fairytales ^_^ It's pretty! I'm borrowing it from Dani-Chan Arigatou! <3
Listening To: Pyscho Le Cemu - Prism, GLAY - Memories, T.M.Revolution - Meteor.
Best Tomodachi's: Yvonne, Sayuki, Peri, Meriyem, Dani and Kimbo

Konnichiwa,
How have you all been? I hope everyone is doing fine ^-^. I myself could be better. I'm really dizzy and I got a headache as you have read earlier. I feel so sick, I'm refusing to eat. But i'll be okay.
My mom still is repelling me, it's been like a month and a half now v.v. Some times it's really hard for me, at those times I realize that no matter what I say to others, that I miss her.
I went to France with my best friend on Monday, we had awsome days ^^. I got back yesterday. At the time when I was home and I talked to my boyfriend over the phone me gots a headache. So it didn't just came up today . In France I made over 100 photo's >_>'. I'll upload some ^^ Because my art,,, well it isn't going too well . And the art I acctually did enjoy is at the neighbours right now XD ( It's a card for their new baby I drew on it ^^) ((Also, I mean my neighbours over at moms house, so they are about over the 25Km away from here)).
So, Monday school again ne? *Sighes* I don't really want to go -_-; Cause it means i'll have to work again, besides, I have to do my presentation And I REALLY don't want to do that, i'm so nervous O_O. Oh well.
I'm happy that the heath here works again, I had to take an icecold shower yesterday!!! And I already was feeling not to good ¬¬'.
Also, I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world, for him I will do ANYTHING! I'll love him no matter what happens, no matter how far or how bad things may be or seem. My heart belongs to him and no-one else. Because, now I finally have found someone I care about so so much, I have feelings for I only could dream about. His warmth, his words, his voice, everything about him makes me all jiggly inside and really happy that I have found him. My one love I don't care what others think, he's the right guy for me and no-one else will ever mean to me what he means to me. He's special,,,, My one and true love .
Well this is about all I guess. I'm going to Peri and Meriyem tonight, and i'm going to stay over ^^. Now all I have to do is get some clean clothes ._. (Has got really really less clothes v.v). Oh well i'll manage ^.^.
Aishiteru!

~CC ~Misuteriasu zutto




My one and true love My sweet loving boyfriend And my best friend. Aishiteru zutto <3 He's mine! <3 He's sooo Iroppoi! My Kawaita!!
Uwaaaa she drew me <3
She's in the same class as me and one of my bested friends.
Cause You Are Alway's There For Me ^^ she's My Dear One and my sis :3
1,000 watcher, Thank you! I yous <3
Awsome Artist Who I Adore
My Oneechan! Yaaaaaaaay! She Watches Over Me's
I Think Everyone Should Have His/Her Place In My Diary! So Here You All Go!

For you all!
My Other Best Friends And My Idols: (in No order!)

Clubs I'm in :
Clubs I'm The Prez Of:

Current mood: Happish ^_^
Loves Most: Sayuki
Reading: Negima <3 *Borrowing it from Kimbo XD* Arigatou!
Listening To: GLAY - Missing You (Guess who i'm missing )
Best Tomodachi's: Yvonne, Sayuki, Peri and Meriyem

Ne ne!
How have you all been recently? I've been okay I guess, you all know how my mom kicked me out of the house right? Well ._. she really doesn't wants me back. In fact, if someone starts talking about me she says 'Who? I don't know who you mean, I don't know this Corina person'. v.v
That hurts me, but i'll be fine though. I mean, all she ever did was hurting me and I never did anything back. It's just quite some shock that she takes it so drastic ><.
Today i'm going to Eindhoven To meet some new friends I met on the internet and meet up with 2 best friends of mine there too <3 Though one thing scares me, some cosplay group I adore, said they were coming too,,, but they will hide ><. Uwaaah that scares me XD. They can see my stupidity in action .
Also, i'm still with my boyfriend I love him so much He's the best boyfriend someone could ever have! I never loved anyone this much! I never thought it would be possible but it is! My Sayuki! He's so sweet and kind and oh my,,, I love him XD. DAISUKI!! AISHITERU! ^_^
Eto ne,,, did you all knew,,, I still sleep with my plush teddy ._.. Her name is Kaoru ^_^ she's my birth plush, and about the only thing precious mom gave back to me. (I only got 1 pair of trousers back and 2 t-shirts ._. and of course my P.E. outfit ¬¬ ) And she gave my schoolbooks back ¬¬, more I don't got back. It's been about a month now too O_O. Tee hee XD. But i'm fine ^_^.
Well gotta go now,
Sorry for all my abcense >< i'll be on more now I promise! <3

Luf yous!

~CC





<3 My Dear Sweet Sayuki-Kunmy best friend, boyfriend <3
Aishiteru zutto <3 He's mine! <3 He's sooo Iroppoi! My Kawaita!!
Uwaaaa she drew me <3
She's in the same class as me and one of my bested friends.
He draws so good :3 I know him for ages XD
Cause You Are Alway's There For Me ^^ she's My Dear One and my sis :3
1,000 watcher, Thank you! I yous <3
Awsome Artist Who I Adore
My Oneechan! Yaaaaaaaay! She Watches Over Me's
I Think Everyone Should Have His/Her Place In My Diary! So Here You All Go!

For you all!
My Other Best Friends And My Idols: (in No order!)

Clubs I'm in :
Clubs I'm The Prez Of:

Current mood: Saddish *
Loves Most: Sayuki
Reading: Nothing, All my stuff is at my moms.
Listening To: Kana - Suzuran *It's so pretty!*

Hey everyone,
There has been some stuff going on, as some of you already know my mom and i don't get along well lately. She picks on me every single day, i can't always take that but i stay calm under it and let it all go over me. Now this situation has been here for as long as i live. But last month's it got amazingly worser and worser. I got sick of it, and now friday the big 'bang' came. I asked my mom if i could go to my dads and she started yelling at me about everything that she hates about me and that i'm not social and i don't do a shit. While i do, only i always and then i mean always get critisized. Never ever a compliment, if i clean without her asking i even then get yelled at if something stands on the wrong place. Not even one single compliment. But friday she also said she would take the internet out, when i asked her a little while later if i could call dad with her cellphone (i don't have any money) she freaked out and told me to go live there so that she would finally got rid of me. That hurt me so much that i went upstairs to pack my stuff. There were 3 bags, only, i never got 1 of them along with me. The bags were heavy so i could never carry them all at once. So i put one downstairs, went to the pc to come online and offline with that i was going to my dads and then i went upstairs to get the other bag filled with my manga's (it was sooo heavy!!!). When i got downstairs mom grabbed my other bag and yelled at me that i wouldn't get my stuff along. I stayed calm and said with a soft calm voice that i would take them along, when i said that she started pulling everything around me, the bag, me, my clothes. I couldn't push her away cause it was all to heavy. Then i got sick of it, i dropped the bags and ran out of the house screaming 'i'm sick of it!' i slammed the door and when i stood on the street without anything, not even housekeys, i screamed 'screw you!!' And i went to the neighbours house. They took me in to calm down and such. There i was able to call my dad, now i'm at my dads. Without any stuff and such.
I miss my Sayuki . And i want to go to him, Meriyem, Peri ;o;. I don't want to be alone anymore ><. I can't bear this ;_;. I hope you all will understand what happend now. Please don't worry. ^_^
Shinobu

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<3 My Dear Sweet Sayuki-Kunmy best friend, boyfriend <3
Aishiteru zutto <3 He's mine! <3 He's sooo Iroppoi! My Kawaita!!
Uwaaaa she drew me <3
She's in the same class as me and one of my bested friends.
He draws so good :3 I know him for ages XD
Cause You Are Alway's There For Me ^^ she's My Dear One and my sis :3
1,000 watcher, Thank you! I yous <3
Awsome Artist Who I Adore
My Oneechan! Yaaaaaaaay! She Watches Over Me's
I Think Everyone Should Have His/Her Place In My Diary! So Here You All Go!

For you all!
My Other Best Friends And My Idols: (in No order!)

Clubs I'm in :
Clubs I'm The Prez Of: